Not lost just undiscovered…

Why would I use those words? It is a song title by James Morrison, but I’m not going to talk about the song. I don’t even know the lyrics or the song’s meaning. I use these words because I like it. These words represent what I feel about myself, especially what I’m doing. It does mean that I’m lost or missing or something. Well my body is not lost, people can see me, but my soul and my mind, and I don’t know where it is. I don’t know how to say it; I don’t even know how to describe what I feel. I just feel that may be I’m lost… not physically but mentally. But mostly I feel that I am undiscovered. Undiscovered by whom? I don’t know… by them, and by myself. What I mean by undiscovered is not that I’m hiding somewhere and people couldn’t see me. I’m not talking about my physical body, I’m not invisible, and people can see me. I’m talking about my ability, my talent. I’m sure I do have something that I can be proud of. Some talent or ability to do something that can be useful in my work life or my life as a whole. I don’t know. May be I just don’t know where or how to find it. People just don’t see it. It is not lost, it is just undiscovered. Someday it will be discovered by me. I’m still trying to find it. And when the day comes, I’ll show them… that I am discovered. I’ll use it (my ability) to get the perfect job for me. The one suits me most. I’ll find it, and I’ll fulfill my destiny. Hope that day will come…